No matter how hard i try. It won’t make a difference. No matter how hard i feel my will to get out of this. It will not yield any fortune. I am trapped. Down bend and have no outlet.
I extremely suck at relationship at family responsibilities and at personal approach.
I feel so trapped. So down. So vulnerable. I just need one person to tell me that i am important. Just one person to hold me by my arms hug me tell me that i mean something to them. Even if its a lie. That lie can rn save me.
It can yield me the love i want. I feel so tired. As if i am all exhausted and all dull. My head is heavy. My body has given up. Its hard to breathe and i am not as strong as i pull it.